You start pawning, bartering, stealing even.
You start selling everything and anything that has value. The first hour or two of every day is dedicated to scoring. you start buying grams instead of small amounts. You start injecting 2-3 times a day to keep yourself toasted. You chase that high that was so enlightening, IV isnt that bad! but you never, ever, ever get there again. You’ll try it again but the high isnt as good. It was almost scary in the way it removed you from your own body, felt like you were tiptoeing up to the very edge of a cliff. This was the high you’ve been looking for! The nod was powerful. The high will be 10 times as strong as anything you have ever felt before. Plenty of people have gotten away with injecting before, and you’re much smarter and safer than them”. I’ll make sure i sterilize the injection site, and do a really small dose. You’ll barter with yourself, saying “i’ll only inject in secret, i’ll smoke or snort when i’m around others.
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You will see the opportunity to get higher for less money, plus your life is probably already starting to fall apart anyways so how much worse can it get? You’ll think that this is just who you are now- doomed to be addicted forever, and you’ll believe it. It may be safer THAN intravenous, but it also will cause your spiral of addiction to accelerate, and before you know it once you have slowly removed your inhibitions and rationalized with yourself, intravenous will not be scary to you anymore. I fucking hate that you put this comment out into the aether for other human beings to see and possibly believe.
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